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Jun. 5th, 2004 @ 11:18 pm
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kk i have a new live journal.
it's
bestdecptions2
u better add me to ur friends list!!!
chow! |
The Swiss Army Romance
Sleep with all the lights on.
You're not so happy.
You're not secure.
You're dying to look cute in your blue jeans,
but you're plastic just like everyone.
You're just like everyone.
And that face you paint is pressed
impressing most of us as permanent
and I'd like to see you undone.
College night will draw the crowds.
Dorms unload & your heading out.
Here is your moment to shine.
Making up a history.
It's nothing from the life you lead
but man, will they buy all your lines.
Sleep with all the sheets off
bearing your mattress
bearing your soul.
And you're dying to look smooth with your tattoos
but you're searching just like everyone
could be anyone.
And the friends that you have are the best
impressing most of us as permanent
and I'd like to see you undone.
Youth's the most unfaithful mistress.
Still we forge ahead to miss her.
Rushing our moment to shine.
Making up a history,
It's nothing from the life you lead
but man will they buy all your lines.
We're not twenty-one,
but the sooner we are,
the sooner the fun will begin,
so get out your fake eyelashes,
and fake i.d's,
& real disasters ensue,
it's cool to take these chances.
It's cool to fake romances
& grow up fast.
The Best Deceptions
I heard about your trip. I heard about your souvenirs. I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights, and the cool guys that you spent them with. Well I guess I should have heard of them from you. I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over? And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you. So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you. You will be back someday and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away.
I heard about your regrets. I heard that you were feeling sorry. I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. Well I guess I should have heard of them from you. I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers, I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice. too late to be graciousand you do not warrant long good-byes. You're calling too late
hands down
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
Screaming Infidelities
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
[1.]
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
[2.]
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
[1.]
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.
[2.]
Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]
Remember to Breath
She fixes her lips they
Always look perfect
Never a smudged line
Never too much
I try on my blue shirt
She told me she liked it, once
She wonders what I'll wear
She knows just what she'll wear
She always wears blue
So sneakers or flip flops
I'm starting to panic, wait wait
Remember she asked you
Remember to
Breathe
And everything will be okay
Okay [x2]
Alright [x6]
OkayCurrent Mood:  amused Current Music: Dashboard Confessional - Screaming Infidelities |
my day was good.
Today i went to the pool. It was fun. My mom like drowned me a million times!!!! I'd be choking on water and she'd stand there and laugh. she's go bad. but i got her back....good.
then we came home and watched a little bit of grease.
then my dad wanted to go down so me and my mom tagged along. it was fun.
so now im home, sittin here listening to Maroon 5.
ack, school tomorrow!! I don't want to go!!
and on thurs. i have to teach the class something that i know how to do. i don't know how to do anything!! I have to talent......
im gonna go
chowCurrent Mood:  content Current Music: She Will Be Love - Maroon 5 |
hey peoples.
I dreamed soooo much last night!
but the worst dream i had was absolutely horrible!!! It was about my grandpa dying....again. He died like 6 years ago, but my dream wasn't set back 6 years ago. It was so scary!! I flipped out, even though I don't really remember alot of it, most of it is kind of a blur, but still, it was horrible.
::sigh::
im scared now.
my mom wants me to go to the pool w. her today. :/ it's like 10 in the morning and she wants to go to the pool. I supppose i'll go.
I keep on thinking of my kitty. I miss her so much!!
ack. this is such a pointless entry(!!!), so im gonna go.
xoxo
*Bri*Current Mood:  blah Current Music: Regis and Kelly |
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well my day has been going great.
My dad and I went for a motorcycle ride. We took our usual route, up to Sabino HS, through bear canyon, up Ventanna Canyon and up by Catalina Foothills HS. We went sooooo far!! We were gone for like 2 hours!! I wanted to go see my aunt cuz she lives on La Cholla rd sumwhere, but it was hot and she wasn't home. :( so we came home.
then my mom came and got me, she wanted to show me a swim suit. It's ever so cuteamus!!!!!! It's pink w. black bottoms and it's a halter. i like it alot!! But i didn't get it cuz the mall was closing and i couldn't decide if i wanted it. but anyways, i may get it tomorrow.
so now im home. and im really tired!
my legs and my arms are sun burned from riding the bike. :-/ hopefully they will tan.
well im gonna go take a shower cuz i don't like my hair how it dried!
chow
May. 30th, 2004 @ 06:41 pm
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If you had a week left to live, and you could get to places like reallllly quick...what would you do for all the 7 days?
Day 1. Go to San Diego. Just hang out on the beach, surf, get a henna tatoo, see the real world house. And just spend the WHOLE day w. a special someone....and my red jetta. ;-)
Day 2. Go to LA. Do the walk of fame thingy. Spend so much money it would be disgusting! and get treated like the stars.
Day 3. Go to NYC. Do EVERYTHING that i possibly could in the 24 hrs. that i would have there.
Day 4. Go to Paris. See the Eiffle Tower, go to the lovure, go to a cute little corner cafe and spend the whole day just walking around.
Day 5. Go to the UK. See Buckingham Palace, the Peter Pan Statue and Big Ben.
Day 6. Go to the Vans Warped Tour in Phoenix. Spend the whole day w. my friends just rockin out to some kick ass music!!
Day 7. Come back to Tucson, see allllll of my family and my friends. Probably have a HUGE party. And just spend quality time w. everyone. And spend alot of time w. Shanon...my big sis.
May. 30th, 2004 @ 01:59 pm
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How come on the weekends when ur supposed to sleep in, i never do? Then on the weekdays when ur supposed to get up I never do? It's like i have my days mixed up or something....hmmmm...odd.
So anyways, I've been up since 7:30!!!!! I could not go back to sleep and i have no clue why.
Yesterday was fun i guess. Last night my mom rented Win a Date With Tad Hamilton and so i tryed to stay awake and watch that, but i fell asleep early kinda. I didn't even get to watch SNL!!!!! hmph.
last night my brother and Shanon went to see the day after tomorrow, and they said that it was good. I want to see it soooo bad!!!!! But they said that it was a long movie, good, but long. Kinda like Troy.
geez, it's early and my house is still asleep, well actully my dad is, Shanon and my brother are alredy up.
so im gonna jet!!
chow!
May. 30th, 2004 @ 08:38 am
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Well my day was okay. i went with my bro to look at furniture and then i went to costco w. my mom.
but I was kinda down in the dumps tho. I've been thinking about my grandpa alot lately. I miss him so much!! And I like to think of him, but it gets me so sad. :( so sorry people if i was bitchy today. i didn't mean to.
OMG i had like the best dream last night. It was sooo funny, i'd wish it would come true. lol
ew my mom just sprayed me w. Whipped Cream!! >:0
well im gonna go
ToOdLeS!!
May. 29th, 2004 @ 06:41 pm
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Crash Into Me
You've got your ball
you've got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you,
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare-boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
In my haste
When I'm holding you so girl...
close to me
Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream... In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
Tied up and twisted,
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me
May. 29th, 2004 @ 12:58 pm
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